This one is just gonna be me talking about some personal stuff thats been going on in my life.
First off, I guess, I had a Dr. appointment yesterday to get a referral to the only place around here that prescribes HRT testosterone, the endocrinologist opens on Monday, so I should get a call tomorrow about scheduling that appointment, and then can get my own T prescription!! I'm very excited, especially since my gel pump is almost out now.
J and I decorated our apartment for halloween on thursday, that helped to raise my spirits a bit. Seasonal depression has been really getting to me lately, and J seems to take personal offense to that, which has made our relationship a bit tense lately.
The building I work in has been getting renovated, and the department I work in has been the second to last department to get renovated, but we moved to our new space while I was off this past weekend. The space isn't well utilized, theres almost no available outlets, and theres no available counter space, we don't have a break room, or anywhere to set our stuff, no fridge for our lunches. I struggled to find a spot to set my laptop up even, and the spot I did find won't work most of the time. The adjustment has been hard on everyone though, and I don't think anyone is fully settled in yet. I brought a bunch of snacks for myself to keep at my desk, but the bitch I'm sharing my desk with (we work different shifts, and hardly see each other, we just both use the same workstation when we are here) had already filled all the drawers, so I guess I'll keep my snacks in my (tiny, like 30cm by 30cm by 30cm) locker, except I currently don't have a lock, so hopefully no one steals my snacks.
The weather has started to get colder, averaging around 10°c, which compared to just last month, where the average temperature was about 24°c, is a significant drop. I had to actually break out my fall jackets this weekend, which prompted my to redo all my pins on my battle jacket so I could put a few on my main fall jacket, I'm happy with how it turned out.
My family is coming to town at the end of the month, which I'm both excited for and dreading. I'm excited to see my siblings and mom, but I'm dreading the judgments and prying. That reminds me, I have to get a lego set for my sister for her birthday. I also still owe my brother a couple of switch games. I'm planning to get my other brother some egg cracking games for christmas, since I'm 99% sure hes trans, but too far down the right wing pipeline to realize that yet. I'm not sure what I'm getting my other sibling yet either, but I have 2 more months to figure it out, and to afford it. Plus the airbnb. I'm so not looking forward to christmas.
Anyways, this has been the bitching hour with Jay, see you next time.