This post isn't about anything in particular, mostly just me talking about stuff bouncing around in my head.
I'm supposed to be getting my T refill this week, but I'll be getting it on the day I use my last dose, and since I'm using gel I have to apply it daily. Wednesday will be 21 days on T, its also the day I use my last dose. I usually apply it in the mornings before going to bed, so as long as I get it before Thursday at 5 am everything should be fine. I even told them that if they couldn't get it to me in time thats fine, but I need to know in advance so I can start weaning myself off so my levels don't crash suddenly, they said I'd get it in time, now I have 2 doses left and I'm kinda freaking out, because I don't have enough time to taper off if I don't get the refill in time. But if I do get the refill in time I'll have enough to last me till my appointment. All I can really do is cross my fingers and hope ig.
In other, better news, I have an idea of an essay I want to write. My favorite show ever, Black Sails (2014-2017) features 3 notable mixed race couples, and I want to write an essay about one of them. I don't want to give spoilers for the show in this post, so I won't say much, and I will spoiler warning the essay, but the one couple I want to write about features a black woman and a white man, and after reading Ain't I a Woman and rewatching the show, the relationship and characterization of both parties stood out to me, and in true Black Sails fan fashion, I have to write a meta analysis essay about it. So, yeah, I guess be on the lookout for that.