Man, this shit is tough. every time I google something I can't find what I'm looking for (though this may be more of a google error than a user error)
I have, I think, figured out how to add a tab icon to my pages, which is exciting. I'm having a lot of fun figuring out this puzzle, and its giving me good respite from my grief. Its a ahrd thing to try to live with, grief, I'm not sure how people expect you to just go back to normal after someone dies. the world is irreperably altered and you want me to pretend everything is okay? The world moves on, keeps spinning.
Somehow the Vampires also help, the raw emotion that I can't allow myself to feel, man I need help.